Feeling sooooooooo tired and emotional and somewhat cranky.  There are certain foods I really want to eat and others I just have to stay away from.  I have had some slight nausea but nothing too bad.
This weekend I had a surprise birthday party for M and some of my friends busted me, found my prenatal vitmins and even though I was wearing a baggy t-sirt loose jeans and a cooking apron they could tell, so due to circumstances beyond our control close family and a few friends know we are prego and they were so happy.  It is exciting and overwhelming I feel like there is so much to do, (de clutter the house, orgainize paperwork, and many other things on my to do list)  and I dont have any energy to it...  hope my energy levels get better soon..

Let the cravings begin...

So the othernight I just had to have something lemon flavored, I ideally wanted lemon heads,  M rushed me to our local supermarket and we bought everything lemony.  Strange because I haven't eaten anything lemon flavored in a long time.  Today we got to hear the heartbeat and M recorded it on her iphone so needless to say we have not stopped listening to it all day!  I found out the due date is Nov 3rd and I am 7 1/2 weeks pregnant.  YEAAAAAAA.

To tell or not to tell???

This weekend we lost power due to the storm and we spent the day at babies r us buying lost of baby clothes - it was so much fun.  Dangerously so, I guess you can 't have enough onesies, not sure what sizes we need more than others...

Anyways to tell or not to tell.?  This time we have'nt told anyone yet   Our last IUI in Dec last year was positive we told everyone and then 3 weeks later I was'nt pregnant - it was devastating, we had a new years party for about 15 people while I was in the middle of miscarrying and no one knew (except wifey) It was so tough.  Now we dont want to tell anyone for a while..but we are having family over this weekend and it looks like I got breast implants and a lil bump in my belly...I know they are going to ask - especially the mother in law - what do we say???

What a heartbeat...thumpa thumpa

We had our sonogram and we heard themost amazing sound of a loud healthy heartbeat, M welled up and was so emotional & full of tears, I was waiting anxiously for the doc to tell me that everything was ok, but he was quiet - so I nervously asked, and he said everything is good. YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Wow what a relief maybe I can get a good nights sleep now the headaches have eased up but the boobs are totally huge I would have to guess they are DD's crazeeeeeeeee... so completely happy...

Doctors office sucks

Woke up at 5am and couldn't sleep again with worry over todays sonogram. We get there at 8am and the doors are locked, I called the NYC office and they decided to close the long island location for today but didn't bother to tell me....urgh now we gotta go tomorrow am urghhhhhh...waiting is a pain I just want to make sure everything is ok ...

6 weeks and Big boobs

I feel like I have had a boob job - they are huge, so sore and tender. I have headaches that come and go and this morning when I woke up my gums were bleeding. I am so tired and hungry all the time, I have bags under my eyes as my lovely wifey pointed out bags - not just one but two! I guess this is all part and parcel of being pregos and I hope it gets better, where this glow your supposed to get?

Tomorrow am we are going for a sonogrom and bloodwork. Last week the fertility doc saw something on the scan that she wasnt too sure about like a blur that may just be a burst blood vessel. Its been a long week waiting for tomorrow so I hope all is good...